Early this year.. I had a car, house all for myself on the weekends, a girlfriend, presence of family and friends, had maid once a week, a dog, cheap beer, worked with the tech I like the most and still was not nearly satisfied.
In Canada I live in a small room sharing apartment, am experimenting in new job, have to study, cook and clean for myself, smaller number of friends, no actual family nearby.
To summarize: All I have done was with support of friends and family, I am useless by myself. I can also say for sure that I am growing despite all uncertainties. Back then I had too much in my mouth, after a big cleanup I can see better and crave for more!